Monday, June 20, 2005

1:13 AM - a fete to remember...haha..

hehe..grabe..walang tulugan..hehe..basta..update ko nalang to..tsaka na..hehe..

Saturday, June 18, 2005

3:48 AM - torpe o torpedo...

hmm..this thought just bothers me...pano kung torpe ka..tapos ang alam mo..ung taong mahal mo..sabihin nating kaibigan mo..tapos ang alam mo..iba ung mahal niya..siyempre.. magpaparaya ka..kaibigan mo e..tapos di mo alam..ikaw pala mahal niya..kaso..torpe din siya..(oo na..this can only happen in my sick twisted world..sa aking paaralan lang talaga maaari ito mangyari....haha...2 taong torpe?!..babae o lalaki?..both?..may i use the lifeline?..haha..hindi ko rin alam e..haha..sa panahong ito..di mo na rin iyon matitiyak..haha..)..kasi siyempre..magkaibigan kayo...baka mailang ka..kaya ayan..torpe kayong pareho..

nakupo..good luck nalang sa inyong dalawa...

ano nga bang mas mainam, maging torpe o maging torpedo..?

i know extremes yan at parehong di kaaya-aya kung iisipin..
hay, but i have to start thinking black and white again..(hindi saint paul ha!)..

we had our first meeting for argumentation and debate this afternoon...takte..

i have conviction..i have persuasion...but my ideas and beliefs belong to gray areas and cannot be classified into two sides..

you can say that i'm being luke warm...well i have more conviction and i have my own perspective...luke warm would be one of the last words that you can describe me with...(the others are: feminine, flirt, and the list goes on..)..

i love debating..seriously..i have considered joining fsd when i was a freshman..but i guess there's something else for me out there..

hopefully, my stuttering a&d prof won't give me any reasons to start hating the subject...

oh well...i'll cut him some slack..it's not easy having 85% of 300+ teenage girls (equivalent to millions of raging hormones...) drooling and going gaga over you...

haha..peace lang children..hehe..natatawa lang talaga ako e..sensya na at alam niyo naman na di ko talaga makita ang nakikita niyo..hey..i'm nearsighted...hehe...

sige..bahala na..haha..

magbabasa na ako ng crime and punishment...hehe..

draw a conclusion...eto lapis...pano kaya maiguguhit ung gyroscope at maipapakita ang kaibahan ng bilis ng pag-ikot ng 2 set-ups ang gyroscope...takte! di ako nakakain ng lunch..obvious ba?! haha...grabe..bawal akong tumira ng hello..hehe..naaliw ako masyado sa gyroscope ha..hehe...

do you want POWER?!!!

haha..

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

8:32 PM - ewan ko...

napapalingon tuwing ika'y dumadaan
napapangiti hindi ko alam ang dahilan
alam kong hindi pepwedeng maging tayo
pero minsan ay nagiiba...
ang ikot ng mundo...

bihira..pero pag andyan ka..iba talaga...un ang namiss ko sa yo..

lalo na pag nag-uusap tayo..pero di na kasing dalas tulad ng dati..

dati...parang may sariling mundo tayo..tapos isang nilalang lamang ang nakakaalam ng ating mga pinaguusapan maliban sa ating dalawa...

ang tagal na nun kung titignan mo ang panahon..pero kung iisipin natin..parang kailan lang ang mga panahong ganoon tayo kalapit sa isa't isa...

kahit gano kahectic ang araw ko..konti lang at napapangit mo na ako at nabubuhayan na ako...

sabi ko isusuko ko na ito..oo..tapos na un...pero namimiss ko lang talaga ung dati..

ayun...haha..ewan ko..haha...sa soap dish...hehe...

ayan..susunod naman..baka naman ng stonefree...haha...abangan...haha..

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

2:38 AM - haha...

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

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Friday, June 10, 2005

12:09 AM - i am officially a narcoleptic...

the truth is..

i slept twice in class today..

and it's just the second day!

i unintentionally slept in math while ms. rivera was talking about relations and was about to reintroduce functions..ayun...ang bigat ng ulo ko..
tapos nung lumapit na si ms. rivera sa computer...nagising ako..

at nagsimula na ang jokes kay bobby jr...

hehe..

ayoko nang ikwento ung sa filipino...takte...grabe..ayun..mabigat na talaga ang mata at ulo ko...

un lang muna..

oo nga pala...nakuha ko na ang vid ng prom namin..haha..

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

9:00 PM - pwede ba?! magrexona naman kayo o!

hay...badtrip! first day palang..sira na!

maayos na sana ung simula..ok lang kahit si mj ang adviser ko...kasi di ko naman siya teacher sa advanced algebra e...
si sir velarde ang CCO..si kat na ang bagong presidente ng SCT...
nagkausap kami ni pammy..

ayun...ok lang naman..

kaso..ayun..kitangkita na hiwalay ang seniors..

hating-hati..

ayoko ko rin classmates ko..as usual..maingay..at may mga taong..takte! subok na ng panahon na balahura...

hay..tapos..2hours ng CL..hay..social ethics kuno...they can continue to hide it with the word "ethics"..but still..it cannot stop the wreaking stench that is the narrow-minded hypocrite...the Church.. and man! it is so mandatory..especially the parish involvement..

look..i am not an atheist...i believe in God... but i refuse to belive in the sanctity of the officials Church..
because as much as they say that the Church is blessed and guided by God..it doesn't necessarily mean that all these orders and decisions were invoked by God...free will exists..and God lets us follow it..no matter how twisted the way people think nowadays..that includes the everyone..

i have learned the essentials in my faith.. i would love to study theology..but not in such a way that they dictate what they think is right...it should be subjective..or else..it will just be christian living...it not social ethics!

sister said it herself...the grading system for ''social ethics" is subjective.. so they're grading us based on what they think our attitude is? well who are they to do that...it would be like judging us based on what they think is right...well, as what i have said in one of my earlier posts..not everything is black and white...i believe that it is a case to case basis...

and about basing 20% of our grade is based on our parish involvement..well i'm glad that at least..she is aware how difficult it is...not everyone has a parish that they can easily join in or a parish that can provide activities for such...

still..it should not be mandatory..nor should it have such gravity on our grades...sure...social awareness is good...but enforcing such..is just not right..free will remember...we do help our communities..it may not be in the way the school wants it to be..still we our part...it may not have anything to do with the parish but why should we just keep ourselves isolated there..

hmph..they're just irrationally demanding..

miss cusi's not my advance algebra prof...badtrip!

and nor is miss calayo my english prof...ultimate badtrip!

and just great!

to top it all off...

we're not going to discuss dante alighieri's inferno!

gumuho nalang ang mundo ko!

they have just eradicated one of the most essential literary discussions in the fourth year english curriculum..

it's like what they did last year...

they replaced macbeth with hamlet! man!

they replaced my favorite shakespearean tragedy with another that has a one of shakespeare's protagonists that i despise the most...

and that is first day of my senior year for you...

such a hostile environment that i feel like i'm inhaling poisonous gases from the people and my damned situation that the spawns have worsened...

blah!

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

7:13 PM - and now that summer is over...

haha..

ayoko pang pumasok..

gusto ko pang mag-gig..ituloy ang barracuda escapades..

hehe..

ililigaw nanaman kasi ako ng school..

and again..for the 3rd time in my hs life...
the admin..refuses to acknowledge my existence...

hulaan nalang ang room ko bukas..haha..

hay..

grabe..di pa ako handang harapin ang pagiging senior citizen ko sa campus..

humaygad! no more prospects!

i'm left with children!!! haha...

hehe...grabe..

sana kayanin ko ang responsibilidad ko ngayong taon..

haha..can't afford to be as laid back as before..hehe..may club na nakasalalay sa aking mga kamay...hehe..

grabe..

may thesis na..may naisip na akong thesis na nababagay sa akin..at makakasabay sa aking gig sked..haha..

hmmm..sino kaya ang pwedeng sumama sa kin sa aking college escapades..?

lalo na pag nilakbay ko ang katipunan hanggang taft kapag kukunin ko na at isusubmit ang aking app forms...hehe.. kasi naman...ung mga kaibigan ko..nakupo...di pa pinapayagang magcommute.. hay..

sige...ayus lang..ako lang magisa..hehe..
pero sana matulungan ako ng mga ~~nakatatandang~~ kaibigan ko...hehe..pagkatapos ng hirit na un..ewan ko kung tutulungan pa nila ako..haha...

basta ayun..hehe..hay...

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