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a wishful thinker with the worst intentions...

a disillusioned romantic... 

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

9:16 AM - Quarter-life crisis

i feel nauseous.
i am slowly losing grip of what i want to do with my life.
i only realized this when i turned twenty.
why couldn't it have come earlier...when i still had a choice...

i miss my carefree days.

back then, it was okay to stay up all night and not worry about my allergies being triggered by stress and over-fatigue...

alcohol used to be my choice of poison... and not caffeine...

i want to become so many things...but apparently, the only way that i can choose one is by elimination...too bad i don't have enough time...

i miss being intoxicated with passion, angst, and clarity...
it's just ironic... that now that i am sober..everything is just a blur...
indifferent about the present...unsure about the future...haunted by the past...







Anonymous kate burgos wishfully thinks...

nice term for it. quarter-life crisis. LOL.

and btw..
we all feel the same way.
at least i do.

and i'm not even twenty yet.  


Anonymous Kyla Rosales wishfully thinks...

hindi ba masyadong maaga pa mag-quarter-life crisis. 5 years pa.

Although I'd like to think I won't reach the dreaded old ages. so let's say I'm alive till 50... therfore quarter life ko would be mga 13...

anyway ok lang yan. it's time to allow ourselves to be bums. XD  


Anonymous Abi Trinidad wishfully thinks...

*HUG*
(at dahil misery loves company) parehas lang tayo ng nararamdaman. ok lang yan! :D  


Anonymous cori zaxolo wishfully thinks...

sa computation ko, since 40 ang midlife crisis..de half nun 20 di ba? hehe..gusto ko na maging actuarian para madetermine ko na kung ilang taon nalang ako mabubuhay at anong edad ba talaga ako magkakamidlife crisis..

imagine...the weasleys magiging golden girls... :)

gusto ko na mag christmas break...bum out tayo together ulit!  


Anonymous cori zaxolo wishfully thinks...

i guess that's what college does to you...
you're stuck for 4 or 5 years in this transitional phase so you become nostalgic about high school
but at the same time it scares you by giving you a peep into the so-called "real world"  


Anonymous cori zaxolo wishfully thinks...

*HUG* ok na ko basta kasama ko kayo... :)  


Anonymous cori zaxolo wishfully thinks...

*HUG* ok na ko basta kasama ko kayo... :)  


Anonymous cori zaxolo wishfully thinks...

i guess that's what college does to you...
you're stuck for 4 or 5 years in this transitional phase so you become nostalgic about high school
but at the same time it scares you by giving you a peep into the so-called "real world"  


Anonymous cori zaxolo wishfully thinks...

i guess that's what college does to you...
you're stuck for 4 or 5 years in this transitional phase so you become nostalgic about high school
but at the same time it scares you by giving you a peep into the so-called "real world"  


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